Saturday 30/09/06

Last day of September.. haha so happy.. Oct le loh.. Christmas is coming.. in a good mood today lah.. but very tired.. Yesterday was my lifetime first time went into Turf Club.. wah.. seeing all those horse racing in front of your eyes is amazing leh.. of cos we did bet a little.. each fork out 10 bucks to play.. but we lost.. haha but our money at least last us till the end of the match with is Race 9.. so still ok.. For my impression of Turf Club.. I find that Hibicus room really not a bad place .. let you have a feeling of VIP.. somemore you are not able to wear jeans slipper or sandal into the room.. formal dress code.. then of cos they do provide free manicure there.. haha a time to do my nails ... I did not have the chance to go down to the outdoor to have a look.. but Dear say that place was full of smoke and very noisy.. those uncle and auntie will keep shouting at the horse when they reaching the ending line.. Overall is not bad.. but no second time to go.. cos betting and grambling is not good.. haha

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Monday 02/10/06

Sunday went out with Dear .. alone.. hehe a return of celebrating one year and five months.. but angry thing is Dear dun even remember how long we have been together le.. haiz.. well.. this week kinda spend quite a bomb.. but as long as happy can le bah.. Had my favourite popcorn while watching movie "Rob-B-Hood" very funny show but if you goona watch in the weekend you will find it is not worth the money bah.. haiz being pamper by cathay when we went amk to watch the movie kinda complain the seat so small and the screen not big enough.. haha but well as long as there is dear it is good enough..

And guess what?? Dear is going to be 4-eye frog.. haha but this frog going to appear only in the night.. haha as he only got problem to look in the night.. and haha i got a chance to do a new spec too.. so happy.. 148 for 2 specs.. ok lah hor..

Hi there.. as per dear request.. i will sometime update only.. haha only when there is thing to update bah.. Dear has been complaining recent days has been pack with full of activities in the weekend.. very different from the past le.. well.. is too long have not go out le.. that why not used to it.. but i guess only this two weeks.. there is no other planning to go out le..
haha ok an update (finally) of some photos we took out of fun.. Lao Da Lao Gong & Lao Er..



This photo abit like Lao Er shy shy like that.. dear ask me why i am not jealous when i allow Lao er to take photo together.. cos she is my nerd.. I know between you two will not have anything.. haha anyway lao er already "pi tui" le.. lol





Muacks.... hahah not really did we kiss just a stunt we took out of fun.. since two gers one guy.. let him xin fu a while.. ha ha..


hehe... peacefull of Lao da and Lao er.. sweet...

Feeling abit boring .. wanted to blog but a lost in mind what to blog.. nothing much happen this weekend as did not went out.. last friday meet up with KQ and nerd nerd and her boi boi.. haha mei pin wei.. still find someone so look alike haha.. ya lah knwo what will you say.. but dun treat him as him can le.. as that day dear is quite tired so all the way chop chop finish shop for Joanna gift and we headed home.. 9 plus reach home.. haiz.. but there is problem in between while we are going out bah.. we had a small unhappiness and we were kinda unhappy while heading home.. maybe when a relationship get longer with each other and somemore staying together.. we tend to expect more from the other party le.. and hope them will let us win and think more for us.. i know it is selfish.. but which human dun think this way?? every time dear unhappy he also wish i go on his way.. but it is too many times le bah.. began to feel the unfair and unhappy why me always..? and he is those much "da nan ren" but too bad i not those " xiao nu ren" conflict do always rise between we two but always manage to get back better.. haiz.. but just hate those feeling to be unhappy of dear.. what should i do???

It has been a few months since Dad has left us.. I did not keep track for how long.. but from time to time my mind just flash him and was thinking how is he.. has been thinking do he hate me or does he regret of what he had did.. to trust me.. a 23 years old ger to handle everything for him and for this family.. thinking of him make me cry.. i miss him dearly and really hope there is a thing call "Time machine" for me to tune back to the past.. to shower him more care and love..



Actually always we read about emails asking us to treasure those people around you.. and we will actually say aiya what for.. there is still time.. i dunno .. thing make be good today and it will suddenly change the next day.. this photo is his last birthday .. 59 years 2005.. can see he had gone so thin after the chemo.. i am sorry dad.. i fail to help you.. to make you feel better.. whatever i am doing now does not help you anymore.. i am sorry..

14/09/06 - A normal yet tiring day

OMG.. was so sleepy this morning.. and was having diffculty in getting two seats for me and dear.. haiz.. why so many ppl taking 70 to work?? @#$%$#@

haha it has been quite a long time since i last blog le.. hmm not busy at all but just dunno what to blog.. my life is just full of dear and planning of housework.. wed wash white clothes thu wash his working clothes fri iron our clothes.. haha i am becoming "huang lian po" le no wonder dear finding lao er lao san.. but lao da is the best right.. she do everything for you.. haha

School again tonight.. will be going but dunno will stay till the end ma.. as till now.. i still having stomach pain.. has since start to pain since monday.. hmm weird ..

Oh and always stop me from drinking coffee.. haiz yesterday was the worse of all.. keep feeling want to vomit or almost vomit out le.. haiz.. too much of this stunt dear also tired of it.. when uncomfortable he will not say much le.. ha ha "OB" lol

约定

Not to forget.. should have a song for me and Dear too.. this song represent our love.. cos we were sperate for 3 years before we came in contact again..

约定

说好的三年不 见面
用我们的爱把时间留住
你笑着说这是我们的考验我们的约定
就这样三年又 过了
我还是回到 这个地方
闭上眼等 你的出 现
空气中吻 你的 脸
我还记 得我们 的约定
一辈子幸福的 约定
为你写的那首歌
他也 偷偷 的掉 泪了
我比以前 还更爱你了
连那 风都笑我了
我想他 会告诉你的我更 爱你了
我想他 会告诉你的
你会记得我 们的约定
听着风我也笑了
他一定 会告诉你的我更 爱你了

upon watching this MTV i almost cry.. cos.. it is kinda touching and sad.. the ger did not get together with the guy.. very sad.. i dun wish my 约定 like the same as this.. please dun let the ending happen in my love story..

一个像夏天一个像秋天

一个像夏天一个像秋天

第一次见面看你不太顺眼
谁知道后来关系那么密切
我们一个像夏天一个像秋天
却总能把冬天变成了春天
你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的锻炼
遇见一个人然后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节
如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人 还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我只是骂我几句
如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更 懂得倾听
我的胸怀志意我的有口无心
我离不开darling更离不开你

你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次 梦的锻炼
遇见一个人然后生命全 改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节
如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我只是骂我几句
如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更 懂得倾听
我的胸怀志意我的 有口无心
我离不开darling更离不开你

你了解我所有得意的 东西
拆穿我留些意怕我 忘形
知道我所有丢脸的事情却
为我的美好形像保密
如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我只是骂我几句
如果不是 你我不会确定
朋友比情人更 懂得倾听
我的胸怀志意我的有口 无心
我离不开darling更离不开你

Dedicated to Nerd Nerd.. When i learn this song we shall sing in ktv once again..

Friday

Went Party World with nerd and dear.. that day was kinda crazy bah.. keke we took photos and afraid that i might left dear out i wanted him to sit in between me and nerd.. and then we even took some crazy photos.. haha.. not with my cam so unable to load it into the nerd.. wait till nerd upload bah..
We sing till 11pm and nerd off to chiong and me and dear dragging our tired body back home.. kinda tired.. dunno why too.. but while singing all tiredness disappear and we sang like mad.. Dear manage to sing a few songs.. finally.. get to sing song with him and hear him sing.. actually his voice not bad de loh..


Saturday

Got to work that morning.. pulling myself up from the bed and resist dear to be able to sleep too.. haha very bad of me.. but you will know why soon.. cos i want him to rest with me when we got back his home.. haha.. if not he will not be tired and will keep disturbing me.. and so throughout the whole journey home i keep talking to him and find ways to stop him from sleeping.. but at least now he understand how i feel

At night we went Kbox to sing again.. haha was planning to watch movie .. but too bad our timing too late.. all seat has been taken up.. so might as well go sing k or drink coffee loh.. since he so long never meet up with them.. let them have a chance to talk.. and again.. we reach home about 1plus.. once got home i saw the cosy bed and off i doze off to my dreamland..

Sunday

Was slacking at his home and we actually plan to eat the chicken porridge which in turn miss it.. guess we were too late.. and so.. haiz.. but timing not right too.. 2 hours after that we got to eat again (his dad cooking) and then when we got home.. we got to eat again..(my mom cooking) haha..
Abit piss off by my sis.. the way she talk she very unhappy of what comment i have make.. but it is true loh.. got kids yet keep staying out late no need to care for them.. then still talk to me so loudly.. haiz.. so unhappy then when i tell her those she should shoot me with her reason and not keep quiet loh.. keep quiet mean you know you are in the wrong..hump hump..

Me & Nerd meet up at Hougang Point 30/08/06

This is some photos we took when we meet up.. a combine of the photos from two camera.. keke i enjoy the time we took together.. she always have lots of idea to take a photo.. and i can't stop myself from posing.. wahaha..shall chill out again when we have time..