31/07/2013 - Wednesday

Mid week, it marks the last day of July also the start of second half year.

My resolution yet to be done .. Which is get my driving back.

I hope to get it done by Dec. can drive Love n Cooper out without any worry 

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My interview at the bigger company still no news. Guess I can stop waiting n thinking. Hope they get someone suitable too bah.

I m so confuse recently 

Saw a spec real nice but couldn't make up my mind to buy or not

Should I trust you?

Well .. Maybe I m thinking too much

Anyway things is never the same as past again

Everytime goes I tend to feel it is worse

No longer the same, no matter how hard I try to be friendly. I really hope I can not to attend those fake outings. 

I already have enough stress at work

No point continue to gain more stress for nothing.

I believe everything is fate. 

If fate meant we end it here.

There is no chance no matter how hard we try to improve it. It will still be the same.

I m tired!!

Confuse

Went to another bigger company for interview. 

But well yet to know the results 

And I guess I might fail the interview as I said I planning for family n want a better job title 

So well shouldn't have think so much 

Though this year increment is a disappointment 

Time to stop

Had enough. Time to prep for the next journey 

Thursday - 18/07/2013

Gosh.. This time round my period super delay late !! I tot Auntie forget to come visit me today !!!

After a total late of 14 days, she finally came.. This few days feeling of tiredness was all becos of period not pregnant.

Happy n sad .. Mix feeling

But well .. Guess will try harder on our Bintan trip n hopefully good news on the coming month.

Monday - 15/07/2013

I m late for period for 11 days.

In a contradicting mind now

Victoria ask me I tot I nv wanna a baby

I say yah.. But looking at our relationship , maybe having one can bring a bond between the two of us.

But two side of a coin.. It might be worse..

But never try will never know.

A child might able to stop all nonsense.

It is time to halt a stop.. 

Friday - 12/07/2013

Sigh.. Morning was bad.. 

My first time in my life I rush for my morning like mad.

Cos I change three times in order I can finally find something to fit myself in. 

Omg 

Thursday - 11/07/2013

It been some time I have not blog down my feeling.

Something is bothering me recently..

Am I or am I not ... Sigh .. 

Waiting is a torture .. I hope the answer come quick.. But if it is a YES , would I be more stress?

Side track

Meiyee jus update me with Heather new pic (^_^) 

She looking so sweet