A post of sadness again..

Granny have left us.. 16/04/09 early morning..
Very disappointed on those relative reaction, they simply only waiting for Granny to pass away.. never really care for her own being..

I tried protected in every other way.. but it seem to turn out I am the baddies to them..
I never like politic or even playing games.. but to them.. I have to .. to be baddie and not to be mess with.. in order not to be bully by them..

I hate to be like this.. cos.. I will think and get angry over those happening..

Family should not be like this..

And alot of things have to be change..

Recently.. lots of impact news come down to me..

Grandma case.. make me heart break and think back, how could human be so heartless

KK case.. make me more firm to cherish people around me.. but too appreciate I am still living..

But really.. If i really gonna die one day, I would really wish to scatter my ashes in the deep sea, and there is not a need to set a tablet for me.. I just wish.. a day of missing me.. this will be enough.. as I believe life goes on.. no point hogging on me and never forget.. I dun wish ppl to be sad over.. as my wish and life always is want to let everyone around me to be happy.. stay happy and cheerful..

Even dun miss me also be fine.. I have already move on.. I dun want anyone to think of me and be sad.. really.. remember that

Last week had a long weekend, we plan out to have a cycling outing with Raymond and Lynn on the Saturday plus a lunch buffet at East coast. Reasoning out is not to make us look so sinful after a hearty meal as we did work out..

We went to this rest. call The Seafood for a lunch buffet, www.lobster.com.sg
Well on the internet, the photos look attractive.. but the rest i guess think for the consumer alot that afraid we waste the food, and the limit us with our consumption. As in their serving will always be just right for the no. of person dining.. like the salad prawn, actually we like it alot.. but every serving is only 4 spoon with a prawn on each spoon.




This mini abalone is one of the dishes that lure us there.. but haha photo looks big.. in real.. well..

He manage to eat it in a mouthful..



Overall rating is.. the service is not bad.. but will strong recommend to do reservation for your dining.. to avoid sitting outside.. as there is lots of ants.. and the noon sun is scorching.. Also the noodle we have order when we settle down, but in the end, it was serve at the near end of the meal, have to ask for twice and their reply was to check with the kitchen. Well nothing good to be expect, the ee-foo noodle is not as nice as others..






After a hearty meal, it should be a rest with Patapon before we start our cycling journey..
The price is acceptable .. but i guess he does not quite like the food..
Gonna source for a nicer place in the near future..



The sun, sand and the sea.. so tempted to jump into the dirty greeny water.. haha no lah.. it is not that er xin after all..



The only photo taken after we start riding.. stupid.. I forget to take while we at the jetty.. but it is super hot lah..

Haiz.. problem problem problem.. why is there always problem never ending..
Things that I want not fullfill.. things i dun wish.. have to come ..
Haiz.. what to do..
WOrried is here again..

This week.. no update at all.. worth a post on lyrics..

搞笑

作詞：陳鎮川 / 作曲：李偉菘

那一條牙膏 在對我傻笑
嘲笑我永遠用不掉
想睡就睡 想鬧就鬧
好快樂少了人嘮叨

藍色的碗盤 多買了一套
我忘了沒人陪我通宵
要多少替代的丑角 無辜的陪笑
才會讓我能真的忘了你的好

我在搞笑 藉著熱鬧 掩蓋著心跳
邊哭邊笑 偏要說著 一個人真好
當人群散了 突然覺得我可以死掉
我受不了
還在搞笑 害怕回家 不知怎麼熬
這麼多年 早就習慣 有你的撒嬌
我想我能熬 但是至少要讓我知道 你好不好

我們的小狗 食量變好小
眼神裡常常顯得無聊
牠習慣睡覺的床尾 少了一雙腳
所以牠常常看著門口睡不著

我在搞笑 藉著熱鬧 掩蓋著心跳
邊哭邊笑 偏要說著 一個人真好
當人群散了 突然覺得我可以死掉
我受不了

我在搞笑 卻在醉後 眼淚拼命飆
你的離開 失去多少 我計算不了
忙完了一天 突然覺得又何必辛勞
對誰炫耀？
還在搞笑 是否擁有 麻痺的療效
唱一夜歌 卻避不開 催淚的曲調
我徹夜胡鬧 希望聽到有人會提到 你好不好