Monday, July 23, 2007

Not feeling that well this week.. ever since friday i have been feeling very tired.. it has been so long i have not feel this way.. and this is not good.. it means something is changing in my body that make me so tired.. i hope i am wrong.. haiz but if i am right how?? i will be in a lost to decide what to do already.. it will be very.. haiz..

Feeling so weird.. one time got appetite another moment i feel like vomit.. so what is wrong.. and imagine .. it has been so long time since I have slept at 9pm.. but not really too .. cos due to my sis voice i was tossing left and right in my dreams.. feeling pek chey... what is happening to me..

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

A late post for everything..

I just saw the blog.. JinZhu and HeiZhu.. finally i understand and realise that his angry that day was not really due to the dinner or pub.. but i still dun understand what has happen to make him feel so lost..

Well.. but this make me feel.. i am not doing good enough.. actually i can do more.. be better.. like he has said.. i could really ask "what happen to you" of cos must be in a good way and tone.. but straight away i might foresee him to break out with his temper telling me his unhappiness all causes by me.. this happen quite a few times.. i really dun like too.. cos it will happen into quarrel again.. haiz.. what should i do in future? to ask or not??