30/12/2006

This will be the last post for 2006.. Overall summary of this year is consider a bad year.. a lot of things has happen during this year.. My dad , my condition.. all unhappiness happen but lucky my Dear and me relationship is still ok..

I know recently my attidude towards dear a bit bad.. very PMS bah.. haiz.. i dunno what has got into me.. when i get home i feel so pekchek.. sorry dear.. i only know how to keep saying sorry but not any others..

Christmas celebration with Nerd and Toro frenz so nice.. enjoy ourselves.. Photos shall update later in 2007 bah.. Dear lappie die le.. haha today he go Acer to repair but have to wait for 3 working days before it come back to us.. so have to wait loh..

Today planning to go out with Dear to have movie marathon but i think will have some changes.. his frenz joining, a bit budget then maybe change to one movie and no rest. to eat.. ha ha..

An update.. of the past weekend.. Saturday remember i say i went to Dear office ma?? first time there.. wah... ok lah a bit small but still neat.. ha ha was boring in the office.. before Dear boss (Raymond) come back from toilet i took a photo to memo i was there.. haha



Trying to act cute.. and was very tired le.. see my dark circle..

Then sunday a start of our day with a rainy weather while waiting at the bus stop..




burr.. so cold...

and some update of our photos i self snap shot..





Here come the Princess kekeke...




Prince Chris..





Wang Zi yu Gong Zhu de Tong Hua

*YAWN* Very sleepy today.. also nice weather to sleep in my cozy bed.. but what to do working life is like this de.. last weekend got quite a hectic pace..

Saturday
Was working as usual my duty.. then dear went back to his office to do something too after having breakfast with me.. but when i was about to off work he tell me he did something and unable to restore it.. haiz have to ask his boss to come and see what is it and do loh.. end up i went to his office to sit and wait for him to off work..
Went Vivocity again after his work.. cos that the nearest le ma.. then went there to eat loh.. the time is already 2 plus 3 so dun wish to go all the way back to serangoon then eat.. but the heart pain thing happen.. was thinking crystal jade then we found the rest. and happily went in.. haiz.. ended up it is Crystal jade Dinning.. OMG end up our lunch cost us 100++ zzzzzzzzzzzzz for nothing.. and so small portion.. haiz lucky dear is full.. if not.. haiz..

Sunday
Bad weather but happy mood.. cos today went to shoot for the makeover.. haha gave my office ppl see my look.. only YT say still look like me.. others comment i look so mature in that make up.. haha.. and kanna chop again.. haiz.. sign up for the wedding package le.. haiz.. heart pain.. that day spend quite a lot again.. but get to see dear suai suai look really quite worth it.. he look so suai in those coat and when he dun smile is so cool.. but dear comment most of the time is shoot me.. he just stand there waiting for time.. but there also one comment dear say which i still cannot figure out.. he say my look resemble someone.. but he cannot recall is who.. but i think after some time he know who bah.. but did not tell me.. should be someone i dun like bah.. hump.. more angry when dear put his msn sick .. then someone msg him take good care.. zzzzzzzzzz when i put i got scold he put then can .. why got like this de..??!!!??
Had a nap while watching the show My Gal.. was really too tired bah.. i think my show did not watch half i am already sleeping le.. haha then it was after an hour then i jump up haha i thought i just fall asleep but actually dear tell me i have sleep for an hour le .. and i continue my beauty sleep for 2 more hours b4 finally wake up to eat.. ZZZZZZ my mom very bad loh.. see the clothes in the washing machine also dun help to hang it.. still fake fake knock the door ask the clothes in the washing machine is whos.. look like ours.. kaoz who is staying in this house is outsider.. she just cannot help to hang ma.. ok stop my nagging la.. if not you all will say i very ji jiao..

hehe Friday.. Our favourite day in the week.. cos it is telling us weekend is round the corner.. ok bought all my gifts le.. but nothing for dear.. haiz cannot find a good one.. haha yesterday after class had dinner with dear.. telling him i wanna wear that red top for christmas dinner he oppose.. haiz i am now trying hard to fight my my clothing.. well with dear ma.. should not be a problem loh.. hor hor hor


*1 more day to photo shooting.. * now i am thinking will they pluck my eyebrow?? oops my eyebrow still a virgin cannot touch.. ouch ouch.. haha looking forward to it.. and hope to be able to get all our photos back but sian ah.. have to be there by 10 am.. which means cannot sleep till late late le.. no superstar too.. no chance to see the guys singing part le.. haiz..


Happy today but hope my boss boss is happy too.. cos going in to meeting le.. dun bua us too long.. later going to meet KQ for lunch to claim my medical and take planner from him .. haha


Last but not least.. miss you dearly dear.. mu...muacks..

Thursday le..

Finally "tong" till thursday le.. yesterday night had a bad dream.. so sad when the feeling i know i need to leave Dear.. *sob* i dun want.. so i will not let the dream come true.. haha

***counting down to photo shooting : 2 More Days ***

So excited.. Dear dear must drink more water.. he is not feeling that well recently keep sneezing.. the nose there something inside irriting him.. but i cannot help.. i cannot possible force my fingers into his nose to dig and see what inside right?? haha but glad that now i am able to touch his nose.. haha cos last time no one can touch his nose cos he got very sensitive nose.. once touch will sneeze.. i overcome this le.. *hee hee* So Dear.. must get well soon so that you can shoot nice nice k..

***counting down (again) to CHRISTMAS : 10 MORE DAYS***

Merry Christmas HOHOHO!!! Are you all having christmas mood le??? Haiz sad to know i am over budget this month again.. haiz dunno what i have spend.. must save save save le.. zzzzzz but lucky yesterday i bought the gifts that is for my christmas partners de.. but deardear de have not buy.. cos i cannot find what i want.. zzzzz but.. Dear all.. it is not a expensive gift cos tight budget and for 4 pax.. so you all "jiang jiu dian" dun expect too ex gift for me k.. hehe

OK shall stop and get my mood to work le.. my boss not that happy le.. better get working..

Haiz.. getting abit fed up with some office ppl.. keep using my sickness making fun of me.. and it is like.. erm.. overboard.. and it make me thinking am i getting shen jin bing ma?? haiz.. but happy that KQ told me i got extra 150 dollars from my hospital stay.. lol.. allowance when i get stay in hospital.. now i am glad i did buy insurance if not i will not have all this benefits and those claims.. thank god..

Now thinking of the 150 i guess i just use it on my hair and buy all the gifts loh.. lots to buy leh.. wahhaha must buy something for dear too.. guess what should i buy?? got two things in mind.. both useful to him.. but which one should i get it for him first?? haiz "fan" then nerd nerd de.. really dunno leh.. she got "tao zi" for her HP le.. so what to buy?? hmm.. "fan again" haha the other 3 more simple lah.. "bu shi heng shuo, shui bian mai" glad that now not much frenz if not sure die.. have to buy so many gift.. haha

Just simply boring so came in to blog.. Dear so busy nowadays dun wish to disturb him.. btw my pac man skill level hit level 7 wor.. haha but still no 6 digit lah.. cannot break high score..

Monday Blueee..

hehe finally decided to take leave on 20-22 dec le.. during that time i can meet my mom to go to the HDB for the signing too.. and it is after the photoshoot.. so can go do rebond le.. wahaha.. kinda busy this two weeks le.. shopping for christmas gift and the photoshoot make me spend more money instead of saving.. lucky this month got the bonus if not sure die.. ha ha went medi and pedi last weekend.. erm not that nice as i do at nail bliss leh.. maybe will sign up some package with the nail bliss the next time.. but must wait till our office settle down first bah..

Been watching korean drama My Girl.. oh kinda addicted to the show le.. so funny.. haha at least helping me to relax bah..

Sunday .. abit angry with dear dad but for a while only lah.. but it make my rest of my days not that good bah.. guess what make me angry?? Saturday he cook curry saying the chilli can kill germ... and wanted to force me eat more.. haiz other than my mom curry i dun like others loh..esp.. those not watery le.. like indian curry like that.. not quite use to eat.. actually always trying avoid to go back when he cook curry.. haiz bo bian leh.. if not the next two weeks not going back le.. oops abit off topic.. then he saw me on sunday buy laksa back home to eat.. then say in quite a loud voice.. cannot eat.. this one no good.. curry.. zzzzzzz then i shoot back then the last night also curry loh.. why that one can.. so unreasonable.. bleh.. then i walk to the living room to on my vcd dun care le loh.. but after that it seem it kept me and him a distant le.. haha i very petty hor..

Ya and we sold my sony ecrisson phone for $70 .. haha lucky no listen to my dear sell to the first one.. if not sure lugi.. he want to cut our money to $60 lucky this time i decide to continue to walk around to see see ah..

OMG *14 days to Christmas Day*

Looking forward for the photo shoot.. can't wait to see what gown Eileen is proposing le.. haha "doll doll look.." hmm..

Ha ha back from the hospital.. guess what the doctor say?? he say nothing is wrong with me.. maybe it is due to stress that is why i feel the pain.. and refer me to a physcologist.. zzzzzzzzz wo shi shen jin pin.. wahaha dun come near me.. i will kill people de wor.. haiz just what is wrong with me.. I know i got stress but i can handle ah.. for so long le.. i been taking in all those responsible.. so it should not be any matters ma.. but haiz.. what can i say? should trust the doctor right?? (haha but he is someone i dun like de, the way he talk very "qiao" feel like bashing him up)

Haiz.. Makeover delay another week.. not going this weekend.. cos the PIC Eileen say got a gown suit us but will only be back on 13 or 14 so we delay till sunday 17/12/06 then go for the shoot.. sianz ah.. anyway unable to take it on christmas make no diff le too.. haha but have to take care for my nails this two weeks loh.. if not photo shooting not nice le..

Today is the day.. to go back hospital check up.. i might look relac but actually i am feeling scare inside.. those things b4 check have to do de i scare i cannot go thru le.. what powder mix with water then drink.. no favour still ok.. got favour how am i going to drink it?? eeeeeeeee

That all folks.. wait till i come back bah..will miss you all de..

WHY AM I STILL SO BUSY!!!

My colleague is back le.. but why am i still so busy? haiz.. i also dunno.. but if not busy means company not doing well bah.. so now i am busy mean i will get more bonus and more increment bah.. haha.. just joking.. anyway no one in my office ppl will read.. just wanna complain.. i dun have time to do my own things..

Dear..

I just wanna tell you, I am actually very look forward to take the makeover with you.. I hope that day we will enjoy.. Smile the happiest and enjoy every shoot.. I dun wish to quarrel about lipstick dun look good on me... or why should we wear our own clothes and any more those silly things.. i find it no point.. no point to worry of the money or what.. i just hope to enjoy the shooting... can we?? Can this be my wish?? will you fulfill..

PS: yesterday really becos i think of my dad that why i cry.. i dunno what come into me.. I miss him alot.. and blaming myself unable to do anything and should have spend more time with him.. It all the past.. never can it come back.. only left with regret..

2 Dec 2006

Oh oh .. counting down for the end of year le.. haiz..as usual this saturday is my turn to do duty .. So sweet today.. Me and dear wake up and he accompany me to work.. We had Hans for breakfast and was still on time for work.. haha saturday ma.. Oh btw did i tell you all.. I might not be moving office le.. might move but still somewhere near here bah.. hehe so happy.. cos here got lots of cheap thing to shop and take..

Noon time when i off work, Me and Dear went to People Park to eat.. wah the Yong Tau Foo really queue very long leh.. almost waited an hour for that.. then to help myself destress.. Dear bought a plate of chicken rice and me curry chicken laksa.. haha actually i should not have eat that.. cos stomach not good ma.. and now dear insist to tag along this friday to see what the doctor will say.. haiz.. but good thing is recently my appitete is really very good.. can eat a lot.. but not too much.. or too oily.. i will feel like vomitting..

Night time we intend to make ourselves more tired.. ahem not the way you are thinking k.. we went out after reach dear home not long.. at first planning to go sim lim to buy his HDD but in the end i guess he see me too tired le so we went Jurong Point.. as a bit hungry so go catch something to eat.. wah there really change a lot.. but our main aim is just to go see doggie and eat.. no shopping... over budget ma.. haiz stupid tv and those misc.. Had some sushi at Fiesta then saw his pri school frenz haha the secret couple.. so in the end we merge table.. then Dear help to foot thier bill too.. *heart pain* cos i know we spend quite a lot but dear insist to treat them as very long long time no see them le.. haiz a bit heart pain.. but the most heart pain is dear buy me the HP i wanted most.. though nothing much to play with the phone.. but i just like it slim.. haha my new hp no. I will start using next year.. long long time frenz maybe will not be able to find me anymore bah.. haha this is what dear hope most.. but this is sth i wish he could change his mind too.. but i know i am thinking too much.. well but thanx dear.. I really like the phone.. but i just find myself spending alot of your hard earn money..

Sunday nothing much to blog in here.. was DOTA all the way.. kaoz 6.38 version hero damn lihai.. very hard to counter them lah.. but i am still thinking a way.. haha even we play only 3 hero we still lost.. zzzzzzz reallly very lan le.. haha must train up.. and saw dear didi new gf again.. and in front of his dad intro her to us.. the first time i saw her i be friendly but end up she so tiao .. zzzzzz so bad impression... haha da sao dun like her loh so easy.. so will not be as close as his didi past gf bah.. she still better.. ahah

Ok shall end here le.. i think i talk too much le.. happy with my phone hope to see nerd soon and can take lot of photos with her and my phone.. hehe..