Can my life be as happy as like hers??

Nothing in particular.. happen to pass by this blog.. it make me feel.. wah this ger really very xinfu.. got a caring boifrenz and career nothing in this world can no longer disturb her.. asking myself.. why my blog not like her de.. always so boring and dull.. nothing to cheer up and nothing to make the reader to maybe smile.. i dunno.. maybe now i tend to kept some thinking in my heart cos rather not to say out and make both of us unhappy right?? Began to think the past when my blog use to be lot and long blogging.. now.. it turn to be a fews days once a blog..

This friday i will not be working.. be taking leave.. reason?? keke go shopping for electronic.. haha My home need a new rice cooker and microwave.. and guess what.. for the shopping i need to wake up at my usual time to go jurong in order to rush for the AKIRA sales.. OMG.. I think Dear initial planning to go there queue at 8am..(ok this time i got it right) but i am a very kiasu type.. not sure is that enough for me to get what i want.. keke.. hope not that much of ppl there bah.. if not sure pengz.. Wonder why i have to wake up early?? how i wish i can stay overnight at my dear home so that will not need to wake up that early to do thing.. haiz.. bad life..

This weekend working.. hope time go pass fast then i can get back home to rest.. my tiredness and sleepy mode is back again.. actually never go off b4 bah.. ha ha.. zzzzzz going to doze soon again..

Tusday le.. this few days very busy at work.. business really improving bahh.. all our hard work has fruits le.. and for me.. doing transport is now i feeling the most mafan thing le.. have to supervisor the goods.. when delivering to customer places..

bur.rr..rr so cold in office.. i am wearing a jacket and yet i still unable to fight the coldness away.. so you all must be thinking how did i spend my bdae right?? now i tell you all loh..

SMS RECEIVED : Dear (of cos) , Janet ( of cos she must sms me.. if not will kill her le) , MingJie (a simple happy birthday say it all) , WeiJie (the most early de.. haha send me on 26/05 afternoon), Benson (very long long sms though and thick skin man) , Bennie & Peizhen ( my sec sch frenz, surprise they still remember) , Kelvin Quek ( last but not least him loh.. )

Gifts I Got : very patheic.. haha only a cup from my dear.. after i have complain so many days.. MY CUP IS BROKEN.. keke.. and maybe a ice cream cake from office colleague.. but no cake cutting or bdae song.. cos i cannot have it..

Person who miss out to wish me : unable to come true anymore.. my dad.. forget when the last time we had really celebrate together bah.. 2 or 3 years back bah.. even celebration also got ppl playing mahjong at my home.. zz...... but then at least i still get to see him.. haiz..

Birthday Wish?? to own a digi cam, change new HP ( now all spoilt using my dear one) erm.. happy everyday bah.. haha

Three more days to my special day.. haha what special day?? Aiyo how can you all will forget.. who forget deserve a beating from me le.. haha well had plan for that day.. and what more surprise is that day we will have a doggie staying overnight with us.. keke.. not dear dear buy de.. not corgi.. haha it is my mom frenz brother going on a holiday so need someone to take care of his dog.. keke.. so I am the lucky one..

From the last time , little neighbour from ninth floor came to our home to stay for a while.. we (I mean me and my dear) has been looking at web forum of adopting puppies.. keke I know this is our 3 min heat (maybe apply on me only) as having a doggy at home mean we will lost more things in life.. hmm what ah.. freedom to go out.. cos dog is life time which they will accompany us for the rest of 12 -12 years from we brought them into our life.. to us.. they are not everything in our life but to them.. we are everything in their entire life.. I dun wish to give away my sweetheart if I got one again.. thinking back of Georgie.. I love best of him le.. but becos of my playfulness I return back to my ex to take care of him.. haiz.. though he come up to quite a sum every month for me to spend.. on his food , tibits and toys.. and not to forget the damage he did when he is still a pup.. keke I still remember what he did to the sofa we just bought home.. lucky not all just one of it.. haha it get my dad jumping up and down le..

So DOG this words have not come into my mind for a long time until that little neighbour came into our home.. I love dogs.. but I know.. this is still not the time to have one now.. we cannot settle down .. yet..

Back to the topic.. have been wonder what surprise will dear give me?? Keke.. looking forward but kinda scare too I dun wanna him to spend too much on me.. haiz.. am I a gf without much demand?? Maybe what I demand is more “xian shi” my life for future must be better I want to be “Tai Tai” haha you all must be now saying FAT HOPE.. hahah I think so too.. gonna suffer a few more years first.. stable my family and then save up to marry my dear into my family.. whaahah (he Is going to kill me when he see this) ok stop those crap.. 23 years old le.. got to grow up.. enough of soft toys and candy.. so I expect some things that are useful k.. let say some new wallets, handphone, or camera?? (cybershot) and even a cup lid.. I just broke mine.. haiz..

Black monday..

I am so sad now.. must be wondering why i so early come in rant right?? my office system unable to use worse of all in the morning when i go and wash my cup.. i broke my doraemon cup lip... argh.. my heart broke with it too.. why am i so stupid to not hold it properly.. sob sob that was my present from nerd.. like it so much.. haiz haiz haiz

oops.. it is wednesday le ah

I guess does not matter too.. everyone is so busy.. where got time to read right?? unlike me.. haha too free.. but why free until i got no time to update my blog??? hmm i dunno..

Ok let talk about 12/05/06, that was my chinese bdae but did not celebrate.. just go pre celebrate for my mom.. Mother Day.. actually that day kinda busy day.. morning wake up went to temple to bai bai and then accompany dear to bai bai his grandparent too since both temple so dear.. and then we took a cab down to cathay .. whoo.. so hot man.. so pamper ourselves a bit bah haha.. bullshit.. lucky only two of us.. so still manage to get a couple seat at the back but we watch POSEIDON insetead of POSEIDON D .. must be thinking what the D stand for.. it is Digital.. better image loh.. began to like cathay more and more.. haha always get 10 %.. so for 2 tickets there it cost us only 17.10 instead of 19.00 keke.. and after that night dinner we went K BOX with Dear frenz... Choon and Ivan.. we went in at 10 and sang till 2 plus.. really cannot tahan.. so sleepy le and i already no more voice.. that the first time i keep requesting his frenz to sing cos my dear dun sing.. haha imagine i go Kbox with him and i am the one who keep singing only..

Today is dear last exam day le.. so worried for him.. this time i did not question him dunno how he fare.. now i am waiting for his call.. hope later got good news telling me he know how to do.. kinda sad today too.. have been in this relationship for so long le.. but why he still dun trust me.. the feeling to know he still dun trust me make me so sad and disappointment.. no matter how much i love you i have said or how many time i tell him you are my only love he just dun believe.. imagine he ask me in sms... are you doing something behind my back today?? haiz.. my reply.. if you dun believe you can come and check whether am i eating with my colleague.. you trust your sith sense rather than me.. maybe there is really somethign wrong within this relationship bah..

It is Thursday!!

Tomolo is friday and also holiday in singapore (Vesak day) also not to forget that is my chinese bdae too.. haha.. though this year was unable to celebrate my bdae we (our family) decide to go out to have dinner.. to relax and pamper ourselves..(though i always pamper myself too) haha.. also to celebrate Mother Day bah.. at first my intention to ask dear family along.. but guess they dun have this practice so the outing for both families is cancel.. (^_^) actually i dun intend to celebrate Mother Day too.. but since my mom been complaining we have been neglecting her always and only remember our dad.. it is kinda unfair.. and so.. to make things look good.. this is sort of a celebration for 2 mothers loh.. not me of cos.. (my mom and sis lah)..

Finally await the holiday has come.. the last holiday we had was kinda tired as helping out with nerd nerd bdae.. :) so did not really sleep well those fews days.. hopefully this weekend i will be able to spend my weekend on bed.. Sleep all the way.. whahaah

Dunno what more to write le.. stop here bah..

Tuesday

Today feeling not that well.. from yesterday my nose has been giving me problem.. to stop the flu from coming i ate the medicine.. but it seem not having any effect as last night i got total no mood to eat anything even though it was cook by Dear dad.. i just had a few mouthful and i stop.. poor dear.. have to finish what i took.. lucky only scoop a bit of rice.. Later in the night, while dear is driving home.. i sleep at the back of the seat all my way to home.. and continue to sleep back at my comfort bed..

Hmm must be thinking yesterday was monday how come i travel to jurong right? Dear mom back to Sg le .. she bought a lot of things from US.. kinda like have a reuion or welcome dinner loh.. but ended up.. only me , dear, wei and dad sit in the kitchen have our dinner and dear mom was eating in the room with Grandma.. Guess what Dear mom bought for me?? keke total of 6 things for me and dear got 4 items.. keke i like the bag.. and come with it a extra levi wallet.. guess i got new wallet to use le.. and a pair of levi jean.. ( ya i know.. time to throw my old jean aways and wear the new one.. but abit long.. might need to alter abit) and two tops .. next time i self at home fashion show then i ask dear to take down the photo..*winks... all gift i like it very much.. (^_^)

Must be thinking how is my weekend?? Dun wish to say.. i am a person who chose to forget those unhappiness and move ahead.. no point asking what has happen as there is nothing you can do to change the past or what has happen.. those unhappiness buried inside my heart and press the delete button to forget about it bah..

My lastest hairstyle.. and my Dear one.. Actually i find it quite nice and dun you think how our hair contrast?? only thingi dun like is our eyebag... I still cannot get rid of it..  

My set of bento.. all my favourite..  

From There Dear began to love Unagi le.. i think the next pic show the unagi in a bigger piece 

abit wu liao.. but not bad the outcome. (i mean the photo).. Went to my workplace Japanese rest to eat..  

Ha ha all this is i have told you i bought for about 500 bucks within a day lihai bah 

Bought this hat while shopping at TAKA till now have not wear out yet.. actually a bit regret to buy..haha 

Da da!!! This is Kon.. a character in Bleach .. very very cute  

Thursday le..

keke tomolo no need to work.. saturday also no need.. next saturday also no need, my birthday saturday also no need.. so happy.. becos there is election our off days got some changes.. hee hee so i am able to celebrate my bdae to be able to sleep late le..

Tomolo will be helping out nerd nerd to carry her thing to chalet.. so happy her 21st bdae leh.. have order a big big cake for her.. haha make sure she finish all my cake .. if not heehee.. have help her plan so much for this chalet hope it will be a successful one.. and hope no unhappiness will happen.. really very stress.. i am being sandwich in between.. almost not wanting to go her chalet le.. lucky things are solve in time.. hope no more stunt from other too.. saturday i will just stand alone.. with dear not going to know more ppl.. not going to talk to anyone.. haiz..

I am looking forward.. but i know some one dun.. hope it just pass faster.. haha

Has been busy recently with my work .. business getting better.. hope can slowly stable down and hope i GET MY INCREMENT SOON.. getting unsatisfy with my current pay.. not enough to use.. can GOD please make my boss pay more to me.. whahaha.. well in fact i really dunno is there any increment system in this company ma.. every month got pay already happy enough le.. haiz.. haiz.. *flipping papers* no lah.. cannot find new job now..

Bad Mood

well in a extreme bad mood now.. my hp line was cut off for the second time.. and even after i pay half of the payment i still dun get back my line make me very piss off with M1.. what the FXXX service do they have?? so they intend to make all customers to move to starhub?? I have already been a long time customers with M1 this is the first time they really make me feel like not using them already.. maybe after my contract end i will just cut it off and not signing up any line.. live with a without phone world.. no one can find me.. haha not a bad idea right?

Though the customer service personnel talk to me quite poitely i guess this time is the wrong timing.. i shouted thanks and "cup" the phone in quite a loud sound.. erm.. i i was in the office while doing that.. even till now.. i am still boiling inside.. argh... what to make my fire go off.. afjhfjhxdjkfhxjkdvhkxjcvhkxjcvhxkjh (all vulgar not to be display)

Last weekend was a busy week.. finally did something to my messy hair.. which is rebond.. ok loh.. result ok but i cut my fringe until kinda look like "tu tu" well at least did something to it.. dun look that messy now.. but now cannot tied my hair or put it behind my ear..but at least my face look smaller too..went to do express mani and pedi.. no pattern.. just want them to help me cut my nail .. the ger are so friendly.. though my first time there.. also quite pretty.. haha sunday went to buy things and most fed up is.. i buy for the home kettle and a pot.. no one bother to use it or even to change it.. as the old kettle is already spoilt i dun understand why still use that to boil water when i have already buy a new kettle.. zzzzzzzz...

Monday 01/05/20006

Finally our one year.. wake up at 7am to prepare myself and drag dear out to PS cafe cartel to have breakfast.. keke not bad the breakfast.. first time having breakfast but will not be the last.. i want to try other kind of their menu.. then we walk down to the new cathay cinema to watch EIGHT BELOW.. why cathay?? partly it is new open and OCBC got 10% for tickets.. haha cheapo huh?? just found out.. sunday go orchard cineplex 2nd tickets is 50% off.. now even my dear got so many show want to watch also no need to scare too expensive.. i guess that is for M1 user.. haha on top of this email just keep scolding now i change.. haiz shan bian.. but I WILL STILL NOT FORGIVE M1!!!! hmm so from the cathay preview we got 5 new show to catch .. shall see when le.. (^_^) back to cathay.. oh the cinema so new.. everything so new so comfort .. not a bad cinema loh.. will go back there again too.. After the show, we went out le.. was planning to walk to orchard but guess plan change as it start to rain lucky got bring umbrella so did not get caught in the rain and safely reach orchard.. Went to some sport shop to try to look for a brand.. not much in SG for what we know.. so kinda hard .. also the price in SG not cheap too..Zzzzzzz..... then when finally we are hungry we went to toa payoh to have Sakura... but to our disappointment.. i forgot to check the timing and we have already miss the lunch timing.. to the time till dinner is too long and we are hungry too.. and so settle our lunch at sizzler.. again when about to go off it start to have a big rain again.. OMG am i too "ke" to the rain?? why always rain rain rain??? and so after our lunch it is time to Home Sweet Home.. which is already 5 plus.. in the evening..

Just did a small test.. haha this is what it say about me.. half true half not... hao de ling huai de bu yao ling.. keke

Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back. You have a lot of love and friendships in your life. You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever. You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.
Janet is your Best friend. "19", This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime.
You like adventure. You are spontaneous and like to please people.